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stones
in my passageway
PJ
Harvey gets the blues
by Evelyn McDonnell
Dorset,
England, and the Mississippi delta are thousands of miles and
a revolutionary war apart. Still, country is country, and driving
down narrow, hedgerow lined roads through the fog-shrouded fields
where Polly Jean Harvey grew up, the blues makes sense in a
way thats not understood by the average, mustachioed American
bar band. As exotica, yes - to a girl with a mind as active
as her tomboy body, song about levees and juke joints must have
fueled fantasies of far-off lands. But more to the point, I
hear the blues as solitary music - voices from deep inside individuals
explaining how the world make them feel: lonely, angry, happy,
horny, or just plain sad.
People close to the earth are close to their feelings, says
a wisdom Harvey espouses. She grew Lip on her parents
stone quarry - literally, a cottage industry - near the border
separating Somerset and Dorset Counties, three hours southwest
of London. Its a 10-minute drive through winding stone
fences, past grazing sheep and centuries-old houses built from
the local hamstone, and over a reservoir to the city of Yeovil,
a Twin Peaks-sized burg where Harvey recorded her first album.
After a brief stay in London during which she became a music-weekly
cover star, Harvey high-tailed it back home. Shes now
settled into a house in a nearby coastal resort town where cliffs
drop down to sandy beaches and the locals socialize at lively
pubs. When Harvey sings that shes "forsaken heaven"
on the title track of her new blues-powered album, To Bring
You My Love, shes scarcely exaggerating.
Still, if this is Eden and despite the typically gray, damp,
cold English weather, Im willing to believe it is - PJ
was looking for an apple, to be "queen of everything"
as she sang in her Paradise parable "Snake" on 1993s
Rid of Me. The new album, her third as PJ Harvey but
first without bandmates Rob Ellis and Steve Vaughan, is full
of longings: for adventure, for illicit passion, for romance,
for love. But Harvey is hesitant to talk about the details of
her songs, preferring to let them speak for themselves. Practically
the only explanation she offers about the new record is, "I
find a lot of the songs in need of.. and then a blank space,
question mark, what is it for this song?"
PJ hates interviews. "Id love to sit here and have
a conversation with you if it wasnt for an interview,"
she says graciously, sitting at a local pub. "But being
in this, in the back of my head Im always thinking its
going to be written down. I hate thinking like that. Its
so unnatural and uncomfortable. Im really looking forward
to getting to a point where I dont have to do interviews
anymore, whether thats through reaching a certain level
musically or I stop playing music."
Harvey should know by now that you can return to Dorset, but
you can never go home again; once youve left the womb,
youre gone. And there are few things as tiresome as listening
to rock stars complain about their fare and the evil media.
After all, nestled against the pub wall, Harvey stands out among
the plain-garbed locals with her jet-black mane and layers of
black clothing. Shes striking-looking by nature: if physiognomy
is destiny, then her large, ark, luminous eyes would never have
been content with a lifetime f gazing at moors; that wide mouth
with the elastic lips was meant o fill theaters with sound.
Besides, Harvey admits that "before having the opportunity
to move around, I did feel trapped."
To Bring You My Love. is full of the loneliness and
longing at only isolation, or abandonment, can bring. On "Send
His Love To Me," she sin , "This house becomes a tether,
this room becomes a cell." On "The Dancer," one
of several tracks with a Spanish influence, she dreams about
a gypsy figure come to take her away, like a character in a
Springsteen song.
Of course Harvey was never as passive as the Mary of Bruces
"Thunder Road," and she engineered her own escape
from smalltown boredom. Initially she tried to sneak out under
others wings; as a member of the local band Automatic
Rhimini for two-and-a-half years, she toured Europe at age 1
8. But when record companies passed on that bands material,
the group dissolved, and Harvey having just switched from sax
to guitar because "I wanted something I could sing along
with" began playing with Ellis and Vaughan. A few gigs
around London quickly established the buzz that grew like an
out-of-control lab experiment. By the 1992 release of the groups
debut, Dry, Londons music weeklies were scrambling
over each other to get PJ on the cover; her bare-chested appearance
on the New Musical Express added fuel to the fire.
For once the British press found an artist worthy of its hyperbole.
On Dry Harvey sings in her big, bluesy voice - no indie-rock
little-girl warble here - while the thunderstorm trio of instruments
makes the Pixies crash-and-fade dynamics sound like a
passing shower. With lyrics about wearing dresses, menstruation
and fertility symbols, Harvey voices real-life female experiences
with refreshing bravado. An almost religious passion drives
the album. On
"Fountain," PJ describes washing at a fountain when
a wind, "a big
bone-shaker", blows off all her clothes "What to
do when everythings left you," she wonders. Miraculously,
a silent man covers her with green petals, stays a wordless
40 days, then leaves as mysteriously as he came. She sings for
his return, over and over: "On my hill I wait for wind."
Driving
over Ham Hill, Dorsets rolling moors from which hamstone
is quarried - the part of England Thomas Hardy made famous,
and near the area where Camelot was legendarily based - I picture
an adolescent Harvey lying in one of the fields of sloping green
grass, imagining that the breeze blowing up her clothes is her
savior. Unfortunately, Harvey found that fame and city life
didnt bring the fantasized deliverance. Even if she at
one point chafed against its confines, Harvey comes from a supportive
and protective environment - her parents listen to Captain Beefbeart
records and book blues bands at a local inn - that gave plenty
of latitude to her dreams, her energy, and her musical ambitions.
Harvey wasnt prepared to find herself constantly judged
- as one is in a city, whether or not youre an up-and-coming
musician - even if most of the appraisals were positive.
"I found it a bit of a shock, because that had never happened
before. And being in London there was no escape from it, or
hiding from it," she says. "That was all very difficult
for me to handle." City guys were apparently not the Prince
Charmings shed hoped for either; songs like "Sheela-Na-Gig,
in which a womans lover accuses her of being an exhibitionist
for being free with her desire, skewer the sexism her sexuality
encountered.
Harvey was running into the brick wall of being a woman - a
condition a tomboy childhood had heretofore deferred. She has
described how adolescent bodily changes puzzled and frightened
her. On "Sheela-Na-Gig," she refers to breasts as
"dirty pillows," quoting from Carrie. "Well
they look exactly like that, dont they?"
On "Dress," she describes the dizzying experience
of wearing a dress for the first time. "As a result of
being the only girl in the village, all I had to play with was
boys," she says. "I thought they were wonderful. I
wanted to be just like them. I used to wear trousers and pee
backwards and all, everything that happens to tomboys. I remember
really clearly when I went to secondary school, standing in
the dinner queue and getting told off by the headmaster for
not wearing a tie. I said to him, But Im a girl,
I dont have to wear a tie. And he said, Oh,
sorry. It was at that point, when I used to have trouble
going to the girls loo without people saying get out,
I thought Im going to have to start looking like a girl
and doing girls things."
Flak over the NME picture, as well as the attention
her nude appearance on the back cover of Dry garnered
- from lechers, prudes and feminists alike exemplified the censorious
attitude she hadnt anticipated. "I was very surprised
when all this thing happened. I thought, What is all the
fuss about?" she says. "He was taking pictures
of my back and I had the vest on and my friend said, I
think it would look better if he could just see your back.
And so I took my vest off and we did the pictures. It taught
me a lot, really, that everybody wants to read so much into
every single thing that you do; even if you do it in the most
naive of ways and innocently, its going to get things
put on it. I dont think its changed the way that
I do things - I wouldnt ever want it to either, because
then youre being influenced before you even create something."
The phenomenon of being perceived in unfamiliar ways by thousands
of strangers made the previously sheltered singer self-conscious.
"Coming from a small village like I do, and then when youre
moving into a bigger world, where theres a lot of people
around, you start to think, Oh do I Fit in? What do I
look like compared to these people? Not having a lot of
confidence in yourself either, just being a shy sort of person,
you need to kind of reassure yourself that you do look all right:
No, you havent got a bogey hanging out of your nose,
you havent got a bit of food stuck there."
Such hyper-awareness of image has made anorexia an occupational
hazard for women in show biz. "Maybe a couple years ago
when I hit the rock bottom period, I wasnt eating well
then. But that was linked in with feeling mentally and physically
at the trough in my life."
Some articles have described Harvey as having had a breakdown
in the spring of 92 as attention on her increased. She
denies it: "I think I became extremely tired and drained
and unhappy. I wouldnt call it a nervous breakdown."
She took a break from album promotion and moved back to Dorset.
"That was probably the major healing process."
Harvey rebounded with her second album, the appropriately titled
Rid of Me ("Youre not rid of me/ Ill
make yet lick my injuries," she taunts in the title track).
She deflected any efforts at making her a pop star by recording
with the irascible Steve Albini, who amped the bristle in Harveys
guitar an added spit, no polish, to the bands rough sound.
On the disc, Harvey posits herself as a "50-ft Queenie,"
standing majestically over puny contenders to the cock-rock
throne and well above the hype surrounding her. She issues challenges
and dares with a smirk, singing, "I might as well be dead,
but I could kill you instead," "Ill rub it til
it bleeds , and ultimately, "You leave me dry."
By the time the band toured for the album, Harvey had decided
it would be the last time she would work with Vaughan and Ellis.
She says now that she never intended to play with them for long,
although up until then "PJ Harvey had been presented
as a band. "Ive always felt like a solo artist really,"
she says. "The whole change in band was something I knew
would happen. Ive always known that I want to work with
different musicians for what they can bring to the songs."
That fall, Island released the demos for Rid Of Me as
a new album, proving that, fantastic players though Vaughan
and Ellis are, most of the bands musical ideas began with
Harvey.
But
4- Track Demos scarcely prepares listeners for To
Bring You My Love. Produced by Harvey, Flood (U2, Nine Inch
Nails), and Automatic Rhimini leader John Parish, the record
is a sonic masterpiece, a dark, sexual album full of whispered
tales and passionate pleas. Like Jon Spencers Blues Explosion
and Come, Harvey is clearly under the influence of Nick Caves
postpunk blues; Bad Seed Mick Harvey plays on a couple tracks.
But PJs blues knowledge runs deeper - from all those nights
at the inn listening to the bands her parents brought to town
- and she leavens her dramatic allegories with more humorous
self-awareness than Come and less irksome post-modern irony
than Spencer. Plus shes a more memorable songwriter thin
Diamanda Galas, her closest contender in that arena.
Harveys prolific too. "A lot of my favorite songs
didnt make it to the new album. We recorded 20. But I
knew I wanted to do a 10-song album. I was adamant that that
was what it was going to be. I think albums are too long these
days, and I get bored after 40 minutes, quite honestly. I really
dont want to get bored with my own album." Many of
the songs are blues tropes, about going down to the water, or
sleeping with the devil; the amazing "Long Snake Moan"
bears a direct resemblance to Leadbellys "New Black
Snake Moan."
Like previous discs, the album again has a deep religious current;
the title track describes Harvey making a Faustian pact, while
on "Working For the Man" she portrays an agent of
the Lord. In perhaps less overt ways than before, she also continues
to explore her power and position as a female. On "Cmon
Billy" and "Down By the Water," she expresses
the burdens of motherhood that can bind women and separate them
from reckless mates. "Long Snake Moan," like previous
songs "Man-Sized" and "50-ft Queenie," takes
a poke at phallic power, as Harvey casts herself as a voodoo
queen, as aggressive and commanding as any man.
With purposely distorted vocals, film noir strings, and a burring,
throbbing bass soon that keeps the music rumbling in your groin
(its Harvey playing the low-end keyboards) To Bring
You My Love is a bristling, textured album, as noisy as
an Albini record but produced with more Finesse. "With
Steve it was done in a very short period of time, so we didnt
have that luxury of spending time on things and getting them
completely how we wanted," she says. "We didnt
have time to sit back and think about something Has this
got the right essence? And so I would let things go that
I wouldnt do in a situation like this last record, where
we spent six weeks on it. I was able to do just what I wanted
to do this time."
Although Harveys albums, with their rich palettes of
musical ideas, have made her the rare female begrudgingly lauded
as a musicians Musician, PJ feels less comfortable in
the studio than onstage. "I wouldnt call working
in the studio enjoyable, but you learn such a huge amount -
about yourself, about Your songs, about music, everything,"
she says. "Its a valuable process, and very necessary
and important. It can be uncomfortable and unpleasant, but it
can also have moments of complete ecstasy and real wonderful
highs."
To Bring You My Love was the first album to represent
Harveys intentions purely, unhampered by democratic band
principles. "I was very much the boss woman this time and
didnt have any qualms about being that, because, after
all, I am at this point. It was quite enjoyable getting
what I wanted out of people." Those people include Tom
Waitss buddy Joe Gore, who plays guitar on several tracks,
although the album is primarily Harvey and Parishs work.
"I based everyone that I worked with on this record from
knowing them as people foremost, and knowing that I really liked
them. And then the fact that they also played instruments was
an added bonus," she says. "I work very intuitively
and instinctively; if I feel comfortable with this person Ill
work with them."
Harvey seems to depend on that personal approach, that one-on-one
contact. Austere and formidable as her increasingly gothic appearance
is, she looks homey and comfortable tucked behind the table
at the inn. Twice she waves a friendly hello to other
patrons. "Ive only gotten good feelings off people
round here, and support," she says. "I think
people feel really proud of what Ive done. Theyre
ecstatic when anythings on the telly, and well all
get together and watch MTV in the pub, and theyll be laughing
at me and say, Did you swear there? Did you wear that
Outfit? Its a very healthy kind of attitude.
"The people I know are people whove known me since
I was 10 or 11, and they treat me just the same. Im just
Polly. And people know that You dont particularly want
to talk about that kind of thing anyway. So when I go to the
pub we usually end up talking about farming or something like
that, or what they've been doing. I suppose because such a large
amount of my time is spent doing it, talking about it - music,
music, music when I'm relaxing it's the last thing I want to
talk about. It can be very insular; you're going up your own
backside sometimes. Even doing things like this. I'm talking
about myself, but I'd much rather talk about something else."
True enough, she deflects the conversation from her music and
career several times, at one point suddenly telling me about
her garden: "I've got some good brussels sprouts at the
moment." She even quizzes me at the interview's
onset: "How old are you? Are you married? How long have
you known your financé? Do you have kids?" She seems to
want to talk girl-to-girl, as though she's interested in my
experience as a slightly older (I'm 30, she's 25), bohemian-type
woman. But I also get the unnerving sense that she's checking
me out. "I can immediately tell if I do not like someone,
and I won't work with them," she says of how she had chosen
the players on the new album. "It's fairly in-built from
growing up in the countryside. This sounds very hippieish, but
I think you're much more in touch with your feelings, because
you're dealing directly with what is around you. A lot of the
time the people from around here are farmers, they work with
cattle, with sheep. You're directly involved and you live off
the earth. It is much more based on that instinctive and intuitive
kind of living. When I have to spend a lot o time in London
it's just a very different level, a surface level."
Harvey's fear of interviews isn't news. What is news is how
she's surrounded herself with mystery on the new record as well
as in person. Having literally made herself naked on previous
albums, she cloaks her emotions in personal songs on To Bring
You My Love. Instead of singing about being "Happy
And Bleeding" upon the sight of her menstrual blood, she
tells strange stories about looking for lovers under bridges,
or about guys with exotic names like "Teclo." But
Harvey denies that she kept a protective veil over the songs
because she was tired of past probings. "I feel as close
to these songs as I have with any songs, probably closer,"
she says. "And they feel very much a part of me. They came
from inside me and I didn't consciously create some other story
to tell, They all came from things I feel.
"Making music and writing songs to me has always
been a very personal thing. Really it's just an airing of what
I feel, it's my outlet to get stuff out of myself that needs
to be got out, otherwise it will just kind of fester away and
it won't do you any good." She pauses ominously. "Sometimes
I think I don't really want anyone else to hear it."
Full of respect for Harvey's talent, I nonetheless begin to
lose sympathy for he repeated complaints about success. Yet
I'm also sensitive to the psychic toll music-biz pressures can
take on sensitive Souls; we all just got a huge wake-up call
at that number, after all. Harvey says she's still "hollowed
out" by Kurt Cobain's suicide. 'A lot of why I feel deeply
upset by it is because of the low point I had reached at that
time, and knowing what a struggle it is constantly between the
music and the industry side of it, the business side, the money
side. Knowing how it has been for me, and then imagining what
it must have been like for him - which was 100 times greater
- I could see why he would have ,o to that point."
What
alarms the ardent Feminist and fan in me is the fear that by
making herself a Kate Bush-style recluse Harvey is actually,
caving in to those pressures. Her craving for domesticity is
understandably human, but has disturbing implications for those
of us eager for brave examples. "It has to do with what
we were saving about getting older," she says. "You
feel like there are lots of other things that are important
in life, things that are equally as important or more important.
You have to readjust the balance a bit. Up until now music's
been the most important thing. But I'd like to stay in one place
for a little while. Id like to be able to spend some time
at my home, which I haven't really had time to do. I want to
settle down [she starts to laugh] have a family. I want
to make cookies and cakes and do the washing and ironing and
painting and decorating."
Harvey laughs because she knows such wishes are neither quite
genuine nor possible. Persephone-like, she's made her deal:
She gets to spend half of her time trying to be a real person
in Dorset, half in the hellish maw of the recording industry.
But she admits it's not so bad. "I've got the most balanced
head on I've ever had. I'm coping pretty well. Yeah, maybe I'll
want to carry on making records for another 10 years - who knows?"
Evelyn McDonnell writes for various publications including
Rolling Stone and The Village Voice. This is her
first story for Option.
photos by Harry Borden
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